Smile, what's the use of crying
smile by mj(L)

cause of my big nice cool nike bag,
did i mention it's heavy as well?

i injured
my back
and shoulders.

Great.

hopefully mum is able to help my massage or something and make it better.
there's this lump on my left shoulder.
-.-

realised that my right shoulder cant seem to take the weight anymore
hence i carried it using the left side,
and thus causing
both sides to be injured -.-

and i am going swimming later,
in the morning.
fyi, it's 1227 now.

i really need the swim,
i need something that is relaxing..
i'm getting quite stressed

god bless that tml will be a nice morning
and that my injuries wont get worse or something
they aint thaaaat serious anyway, haha

Wasted another day away,
nevermind no point getting upset over it
oh and happy belated birthday justin
Our first nc16 movie,
not bad not bad.
haha!

swimming tml morning.
mugging in lib
tuition at mac
jogging at pionner

LOL?

mass spammed mj songs(L)

THE CONSTANT REMINDER.

Determination and drive.

basketball interclass, Amaths tuition class and camping in mosburger at cityvibes
the highlights of the day,

it was a great match
and i am proud of our class
the moment they blew the whistle, and the boys sat on the floor,
dejected.
another scene that would be etched in my mind.
407,

" dont touch joy. "
and i wonder how benghee will look like tml,
half paralysed, LOL
i guess this is what you call sportsmanship eh?

407, that's the way.

Amaths tuition class was lively,
and small something which i didnt really expect it to be
there was a not bad looking yet shallow and seems to have no HIGHLEVEL thinking guy in class
oh well,
Within less than half an hour,
my impression of him being not bad looking changes to oh my retardness.
not that interested in guys nowadays anyway, LOL

After tuition, jovi and i decided to camp at mos to do some work
knowing that we will defn head for the bed when we reached home.
pampered ourselves by eating food at 10 plus, something that we will defn regret but couldnt really be bothered with at that moment
i can feel the fats already!
we gossipped, chatted, talked about him and him and she cried.
that sudden gush of emotions, oh my.

did a bit of vectors here and there,
hmm.
stayed till 12am and no one came to chase us away. HAHA!

i still rmb a few months ago,
we were discussing on making sushi for the two guys.
cause they were both broke and were skipping meals.
we were deciding on the dates,

i still rmb a few months ago,
we were discussing on what to do or get them for their birthday.

i am glad that they are getting better
and hopefully we can all be friends just like how it started(:

i realise,
it no longer affects me as much.
and this time,
i am no longer in denial.

you said move on,
and you never looked back.

olvls, 107 days left.
the trauma,

OUTERPLANET,

we were making all sorts of expressions, and he took this down. LOL.

it's 1.48 in the afternoon
i should still be hanging around school, thinking of where to go,
playing some ball games, studying in the canteen or classroom..
hmm, i kinda miss sch.

and tada, i am right infront of the comp now
studied till i have no idea what time last night, dozed off here and lil,
and guess what, i didnt even complete any work
GREAT.

had difficulties waking up today,
was thinking if there's chem, physics, geog today i would go to school
since mrs tan wouldnt be teaching anyway
and then i took a look at the timetable with my eyes half open,
3 PERIODS OF ENGLISH!
tada, bye school and welcome dreamland.

i didnt know that i was that tired,
and i suppose i really needed this slp
or rather
I REALLY NEED TO SLP MORE.
stop thinking that you're able to survive through
with less than 4 hours of slp everyday!!
another note to self.

alright it's 14.16 and i ought to get some mugging done
if not i will really be wasting my day!
esplanade later with siang and ty
i feel like i am bring two kids out, LOL.
i am still rather excited thou! :D
god bless weisiang that he's oral is going well and he would recover soon.
and to all my cute juniors out there who are taking oral today
FIGHTING!

And that's what i need to do now,
FIGHT!

DETERMINATION&DRIVE,
I need to keep in mind..

didnt really blog much last week, was too lazy and simply could not be bothered.
it was a fun week with many random stuff, mugging, sleepover and bla.
however, i cant really seem to recall what exactly i was doing for the past week.
brain's too tired to think, or simply too lazy i guess D:

YOUTH DAY!
went swimming at safra with kiat,
afterwhich, a productive studying session.
i didnt know i got burnt
and now i got 3 different shades of colour.
red, brown, white.
GREAT.

hopefully the red and brown can "fuse" together or something.
reminds me of fusion food, G.O.F, haha


went for fine dinning today
and jonas is the best partner you can ever get
ask me.
HUGE EGO, LOL
you're a nice guy alright,
hohoho.
it was quite entertaining,
and i like gossiping:D
still, the meal is rather boring
now i understand why people say that the salad is SO nice.

you can tell that this post doesnt really have any link
amide linkage, ester linkage.
chemistry is driving me kuku.
it's total randomness
and i'm just blogging about anything that comes to my mind.

111more days people,
or is it already 110?
I am thankful that i have people helping me
thanks xianzheng
i wonder if you will ever get to see this
but thankyou for helping me in my studies.
i will do my maths qns later!
thanks bro(:

And now,
you just got to believe.
FIGHTING.

AHBUCHUDEN.

This time,


i love school.
All the Hello! and good morning!
what a nice way to start the day
greeting everyone with a smile
and welcoming one another back
it's quite a nice feeling
the wna sit together and gossip?
OH AND JOSHUA HAD H1N1! coolioz :D
he's coming back tml!

that usual walkway, the big gang,the going to toilet trips
i miss the noise we produce and that zhao qi that we have
hahah.
407


sunday;
Went swimming at safra
and dad lent/gave me his membership card
hoho.
shall go swimming this saturday!
which safra should i go? :D
i miss swimming quite a lot.
and i miss swimming lessons by dad even more(:
He's bringing us to a mini? simple golf course on sunday!
cant wait.
:D

it's been a long time since i last played
and i rmb really sucking at it.
THAT BALL JUST REFUSED TO FLY!

ANYWAYYYYYYYY..
swimming is suppose to make you quite tired right?
and hence you should be able to slp better after a swim right?!

BUT
i just couldnt seem to fall aslp on sunday!!
slpt for less than 3 hours
was still on the phone at 1
smsing at 2
slpt at 3.
woke up at 5
cause of a nightmare.
gosh-.-

hence explaining why i was so tired today.
shall make use of the time during lunch to grab slp in the future
that 15 min of slp seems to be all that i needed.
LOL

ayg performance was great
GO NANHUA!
and i didnt know that i was so tired..
fell aslp watching the finale,
and roughly remembering walking to my room to slp
and by the time i woke up,
it's already 1027 -.-


Heehee, i love school
cant wait for tml:D
AND I AM NOT CHEAP.
lol!

i like grace's brother. "cheap." i think... "cheap." i want... "cheap."

HAHHAHAHHAHAHA.

it's 1.17 and i am going to bed.
my body cant seem to take it anymore
and my brain aint really working
studied today and in the end i couldnt even complete one chap of geog,
sidetracked a lot.
slap me.

i think i am falling sick.

hopefully i dont wake up with a fever tml, i feel a bit feverish though
where's my thermometer?
haha

I LOVE SINGAPORE!

her first bingtanghulu, lol

touring around singapore
clarke quay, tanjong pagar, marina square and china town.
meeting cute koreans :D
being really touristy, heehee, it was fun :D
and i will miss having fun,
oh manzx,
ENDURANCE!

More photos will be uploaded soon :D