Hi phone, i refuse to mourn for your death.
i refuse to admit that you are dead.
omg, please why is there no network detected?!
everything's working except for all the networky stuff.
phone, please wake up.
please do me proud.
come on phone.
i wish i know where is your mouth and nose so that i can give you cpr.
i attempted to let some electricity flow to your heart,
however, you told me that " PLEASE USE SONY ERICSON CHARGER! "
i am you ass,
phone,
please wake up..
i am not prepared for your death.
My Os are ending, and i need you badly.
People needs to contact me, i need to work.
omg phone .....
DONT DIE

Hey i am in love with books!

omg i have like 10 over near 20 tabs on lookbook
and i just cant finish viewing them!
is there an addiction whereby you just cant stop clicking at stuff?
am i making sense? i cant stop clicking at those fab new looks!
omg i am addicted to books. Facebook and lookbook.
damnzx, must we take the paper on friday?

omg docmartens boots!

Hi Mj! you are awesome :D
Huh, we still have papers on friday?! LOL

you know besides the word AWESOME, i have no idea how to describe the movie.
sorry for the lack of vocab here!
perhaps, it is only awesome cause i am a fan of the king of pop.
eh no!!!!!! LOL
the movie is really awesome kay?
he is just so charismatic, maybe even more than hitler luh!
we were so mesmerised by his movies, sang along, and clapped.
i am sorry if we irritated anyone.
but i doubt they felt irritated anyway :D
couldnt rmb if they sang along too.

beat it, bj, man in the mirror, ahhh, classics!
" It's quite sad that my kids wont know about such an awesome person and will just treat him as the king of pop in my days.. " Yang,
awwww!

Mj is coolie!

oh and i totally forgot about the papers today.
they were pretty awesome too. LOL

My posts havent been awesomely high happy, like the usual me, or the me i am suppose to be.
Fuck, you can sense my emoness already.

i should have been more sensitive, i should have realised.
i suck, i really do.
i always tell you, you and you
dont worry whatever happens i am there for you.
and yet, when something really happens.
WHERE THE FUCK AM I?

i am suppose to give you support, courage, shower you with the same amount, no, more love that you give me.
and yet, where am i?

no, it's not just you, love.
it's not just you.

and when i am down,
you are there.
you, you and you.

i fail,
i fail 987436252th times.
where am i when you need me?

no love, dont feel irritated cause of what i am feeling now
you just set me reflecting about stuff.
and, i am sorry.

Thankyou, for all the encouragements.
heehee, huggies and muackies.
i am a stronger person now,
Love is power.

i looked at my reflection,
and her words were ringing in my head
i have been wanting to mould myself into a better person,
stronger in the mind, stronger as a person.
discipline.

she made me doubt my character, and destroyed my definition of a family
those words were harsh and i guess,
i wont be able to open up anytime soon.

it's hard telling someone, almost impossible.
it was the first time, i cried so hard.


i really loved you a lot.
but you just made me feel that it's all an act, a lie.
and i owe you something.
a new definition to family, a new definition towards love.
you made me doubt love.
it was the first time i felt so bad that i looked at others, tearing, hoping someone..
someone could pull me out of the state i was in.

it is only cause i respected you and i love you,
that's why it's hurting so much.
fuck those tears.

i realise i like to pretend to be strong, so that others will sympathize me more, giving me the care and concern and love that i need.
can someone shower me with love now? a hug is all i need

Hiya world,
i wonder if i deleted the previous post
hahhaha
i was mugging, typing out notes on venice here, and evia went to post it when i fell aslp.
nevermind i shall check it out later.

Amaths was a killer.
hahhaha actually, it was.. okay.
can pass luh, duh.
erm i am hoping that i can get a b4?
it's alright if i get a c5 too, wasnt thinking of acing it.
didnt really study for it, heehee.


went to starbucks yesterday, raffles place.
and i am currently at jurong point, enjoying my javachip(:
however the sad thing is,
sb coffee no long has any effects on me.
and i am falling alseep.
IT'S RAININGGGGGG hahha and i am at sitting at "the outside" of jp sb.
gosh, how i wish i am at home now. SLEEPING,
i am so deprived of sleep!

oh well loves, back to mugging.
i will probably fall aslp in sb after i post this.
hahah!

hi ailens.
i guess only ailens will be reading my blog now.
heehee (:
oh manzx, tell me who still blogs during Olvls!
i am just...
One of a kind.
LOL

emaths paper2.
fuck.
that was all i could rmb.
me, my, scolding fuck all the way.
today was the first time i actually drew a graph T.T
and i spent ages on that question
leading to ....
sigh, shant harp on it anymore.
the thing is, i finished the paper.
however, i didnt manage to check
and i spotted my mistake at the very last minute.
FUCK HOW CAN I NOT KNOW WHAT IS MILIMETRE?!?!?

i was thinking to myself
fuck it, 3 marks only and you dont know how to do?!
and if i didnt make that mistake,
another 3 marks will be in my pocket now.
and fuck it, i went to cancel away the right answer, and
did A FUCKING WRONG WORKING! how i wish i can chop you away, you itchy fingers.
T.T

fuck, i really want a fucking A1.
today is the first time i kept scolding fuck during a paper T.T
esp at qn 9. seriously 1 mark, and i took damn long to figure it out. Gosh, am i stupid or what.
EMATHS IS LIKE DAMN FUCKING EASY, WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME!!!!

SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
i hope there's still hope in getting A1.
god, bless me.

Amaths tml,
lol. and i guess even god cant save me now.
LOL